Jan. 17th, 2017

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I guess my minor wining wanted to teach me a lesson by having life really shit all over the place.
Fucking great.

The worst part of some bullshit like this is how isolating it all is. There isn't even any real way that I can talk to anyone about any of it. It's such garbage. I can barely deal with myself and my own bullshit sometimes (although I am actually proud of how far I have come and how good I have done), but dealing with the illnesses of other people, especially when they refuse, or are unable to help themselves, is just beyond me.

Maybe I should just give up.
Getting sick and tired of being twisted into something I am not, anyhow. I know that I have been patient above and beyond, in every way possible, but why does it still feel so much like failing? I don't even know where to aim the disappointment anymore.

I am empty of words right now. I don't know what to say, or any thoughts that would help me.

So, I guess I will just shut up.

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