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Mar. 10th, 2009 09:13 am
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   Maybe you'll turn your next DUI into a DOA.  Dancing on that grave would clear up a new free spot on the 'Things I Need To Do With My Life Before I Die' list.
___

   It wasn't a dream.  I don't know what it was.  I come to realize that I have these... things... sometimes.  I do not have a name for them.  It's like a dream.  The imagery is the same.  But sometimes I don't think I'm asleep.  Not that I feel as though all experience needs to be defined, or bound by Name...  But it really would help me talk about them more.  As it stands now, I tend to never mention them at all, and on the rare occasion that I do, I would be forced to call it a 'dream' for lack of any other term, and I always feel bad because that's not entirely correct.  Or is it?  'Vision' sounds so... pompous, 'hallucination' sounds chemically induced and 'delusion' is just so... negative.  Sometimes they are negative, but not always.  But now I'm making this section into Theory and not Substance.

*switches gears*

I had a notion that you were singing to me.

"This one goes out to the one I love.  This one goes out to the one I've left behind.  A simple prop, to occoupy my time.  This one goes out to the one I love."
 

Didn't feel good.
___

   I don't know anymore if it's two stories or one story.  I get to a certain level of detail, and I don't know what to do with either one of them.  I'm not sure it's the same world, so I don't know if it can be the same story.  Maybe I'm combining them out of just not knowing where either of them go.  But I've never had the feeling to combine any before this, so maybe that means something.

I can't sort it out.
___

The author of the blog stands defiantly behind all views expressed within the blog.
___

   Ugh, I'm a pig.  I need a haircut, and a shave.  My fingernails look like I just drunkenly crawled out of Dracula's coffin after a half century bender.  I just haven't been able to bring myself to really... care too much lately.  I mean really... WTF do I even have to bother to look good decent for?  Pointless.

I smell really good though :D
At least I mind the important things, eh?

I'm sure I'll get sick enough of the rest of it to do something soon, but man... what a swine.
___

My throat is hurting today.  Guess I haven't really been careful with it much lately.
:(

lit to pop

Mar. 10th, 2009 09:13 am
poisonedgrace: (Default)


   Maybe you'll turn your next DUI into a DOA.  Dancing on that grave would clear up a new free spot on the 'Things I Need To Do With My Life Before I Die' list.
___

   It wasn't a dream.  I don't know what it was.  I come to realize that I have these... things... sometimes.  I do not have a name for them.  It's like a dream.  The imagery is the same.  But sometimes I don't think I'm asleep.  Not that I feel as though all experience needs to be defined, or bound by Name...  But it really would help me talk about them more.  As it stands now, I tend to never mention them at all, and on the rare occasion that I do, I would be forced to call it a 'dream' for lack of any other term, and I always feel bad because that's not entirely correct.  Or is it?  'Vision' sounds so... pompous, 'hallucination' sounds chemically induced and 'delusion' is just so... negative.  Sometimes they are negative, but not always.  But now I'm making this section into Theory and not Substance.

*switches gears*

I had a notion that you were singing to me.

"This one goes out to the one I love.  This one goes out to the one I've left behind.  A simple prop, to occoupy my time.  This one goes out to the one I love."
 

Didn't feel good.
___

   I don't know anymore if it's two stories or one story.  I get to a certain level of detail, and I don't know what to do with either one of them.  I'm not sure it's the same world, so I don't know if it can be the same story.  Maybe I'm combining them out of just not knowing where either of them go.  But I've never had the feeling to combine any before this, so maybe that means something.

I can't sort it out.
___

The author of the blog stands defiantly behind all views expressed within the blog.
___

   Ugh, I'm a pig.  I need a haircut, and a shave.  My fingernails look like I just drunkenly crawled out of Dracula's coffin after a half century bender.  I just haven't been able to bring myself to really... care too much lately.  I mean really... WTF do I even have to bother to look good decent for?  Pointless.

I smell really good though :D
At least I mind the important things, eh?

I'm sure I'll get sick enough of the rest of it to do something soon, but man... what a swine.
___

My throat is hurting today.  Guess I haven't really been careful with it much lately.
:(

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