Last night, I dreamed that I was riding in a car with a friend from long ago. She was always a really bad driver, and the road we were on was not the best. It had been patched and repaved and partially paved many times, and with vastly different textures and colors of paving. Rather than follow the traffic / lane lines on the road, she kept freaking out and trying to drive by following the paving colors, which clearly was an awful concept with a patchwork road. The whole time her stress levels were just escalating through the roof and eventually she even stopped and got out of the car to feel the different colors by hand, totally bewildered at the entire thing. Needless to say it was kinda terrifying. There may have been more to it, but that's all I remember.
Today is shaping up to be a real shit-show. Work is having multiple tech issues and nothing is working right.
Hostility and nonsense from last night has bled over into today, and who knows where that is going to end. I am just sick of the passive aggressive bi-polar dance. I am sick of repeating myself literally hundreds of thousands of times over the span of years, just to have the same exact thoroughly debunked nonsense and useless shit resurface.
Sick of feeling like it's all a closed loop and and endless cycle.
Even the taste of electricity has to be better than this.